Friday, May 13, 2011

KMP, Here I come!

Hello people =)
I bet you already know where I'm going to study. It's Kolej Matrikulasi Perlis ( a.k.a KMP )

Well, I've been busy packing up things and i'm going out to buy clothes and other necessarily for the next few days. Anyone wanna follow me and give me some advice?

If I'm going to KMP, it's definitely mean that I din't get JPA. TRUE enough! I DIN"T GET JPA! But what's wrong without JPA? I think I'm okay with the result, because I only got 7A+, doesn't fulfill the latest requirement and I din't do well in the interview. Anyway, I got Matrik and I think I deserve it, frankly speaking, I really appreciate it now. Looking at the Facebook updates, my friend feel down for not getting the JPA scholarship, but I think it's ok. If they give it to you, it's a special gift to you, if they don't, it's normal, imagine how many people in the world had continued their study even without a scholarship. When there is a will, there is a way, you will work it out if you really want something and you'll success eventually.

My dad also wished a lot that I can get JPA, but I din't get. I laugh very loud when I checked my result, it's a NO and my dad thought that I have it, that's why i've been so happy. Then I tell him " no, I din't get it." Mum said " Don't care bout her, she's always like that, don't feel anything wrong even she can't have it." I think it is because I have plan a lot to go to KMP, and I already meet a new friend who is going to KMP but she's taking Sains Hayat, we might not be able to keep each other companion, yet it feels good to have someone I knew over there.

Oh yah, I got an interview call from Malaysia Airport and they arranged my interview on 24 at 2pm, takes place in KLIA. I am not going though, because I got to register at Matrik on 23, it would cause many problem if I want to go to the interview which consists of 2 session, more than 50 interviewees but only 4 places are given, is quite tight, and I gave up. Jinyi said " Never try, never know." How true, but I know my parents doesn't really want me to go overseas, my dad just wish that I can simply get a full scholarship to reduce his burden. Doesn't mean that my dad is a selfish people, but he know that he couldn't afford it sometime, so do I, and he always buy me whatever I want. So I'm giving up, I had many relatives that managed to study abroad by doing research where to get grantor and so on.

By the way, matric graduates stands a bigger chance to secure a place in public uni. Well, public uni is big and more regconized so I think I'll be damn fine with it. Perlis is kinda far, I know. Plan to take airplane before, but I decided to go and back with KTM, it's way more cheaper and convenient. That's all for now. Will try to update my blog as frequent as possible, it's not dead yet even I go to Matrik and it remains un-updated for months.

For those who read my blog, I wish you guys all the best in your study and your work. Keep in touch and stay tune! =D

Friday, May 6, 2011

Be an Optimist =)

Dear Stalie,

I know you feel bad when they announced the news of all 8A+ achievers are guaranteed for a PSD Scolarship a.k.a JPA Scholarship. It's really shocking for you, because you just got 7A+, somewhere at the borderline and your teacher told you they have been making some kind of cheating marking for your ICT, that's why you din't get it, you might have get 8A+ and then you deserve the scholarship if they are giving out grades according the distribution graph. Well, it's just a rumor though. No one can prove that they cheated, maybe you din't do it well and don't blame the others.

One more thing to remind you, all 8A+ achievers had secured their places, but that doesn't mean they are not giving out scholarships to those who had less than 8A+ students. It means maybe you can get it, anyway don't carry high hope on this, because it might turned out to be a bad news. Even if you can't get any scholarship, it is not the end of the world.

I know it's a depressed weekend for you. When your father reached home, he just start talking bout the 8A+ news again, seems like those who read the news wouldn't mind to heat up the topic for you and you still gonna pretend that you don't mind and you are not influenced by the news at all.

Moreover, when you already made up your mind to go Matrik in Perlis, it's a hard decision I would say. Your dad just came across you and asked you to appeal to transfer back to Kuala Pilah. It's kinda annoying because he told you to go Perlis, it took a lot for you to make the decision and then now he asked you to transfer when you are ready, prepared yourself for the challenge. But think of the other side, if you can get back to Kuala Pilah, you're only 15 minutes away from home. You're not gonna have homesick, you don't have to travel whole day to get home. Isn't that a good news for you?

My advice is do not try to avoid people talking bout this topic by staying in your room, reading or sleeping or even throwing tantrum alone. Be brave, girl, you gonna face it and tell the others " I AM SO DAMN FINE! I DON't GIVE A DAMN FOR THAT STUPID NEWS!". I'm sure you knew by your heart, doesn't matter how you try to escape, that's the truth, life goes on, and you too, please move on.

From love,
WaterFisH.

P.S. Be an optimist =)

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Matrik vs NilaiUC

Ello ladies and gentlemen, welcome to my blog once again.

For your information, I was awarded the Nilai University College High Achiever's Scholarship. This is a scholarship which will cover my 4 years tuition fee in Nilai UC and the accommodation will be provided as well ( Single air conditioned room,I'm Lovin' it! )

Another good news is I've been offered to Kolej Matrikulasi Perlis for Perakaunan. Well, Perlis is the northest state in the Peninsula of Malaysia, and I've never been there before. According to my teacher, she said it will take me about 8 hours journey to reach there.

Most of my teachers encourage me to go Matrik instead of enroll into Nilai UC. Nevertheless, I'm worried that I couldn't adapt to the matrik life over there as they will be 90% of bumis and I am chinese educated and grown up in a all Chinese circle. Anyway, my friends who got Matrik had decided to go Matrik if they can't get any better offer.

I've checked the information with some seniors of KMP. Well, Matrik life is boring, and they ask me to bring laptop for entertainment purpose but if I do so, it means that I'm putting my laptop in danger. Awww! Sounds awful? I think so. No outing, no shopping, no movies, no song, I wonder how could I survive in there. According to some reply, they said there are computers in the library and Internet access is provided, but websites such as Facebook, gaming, MSN are all restricted. So, it's gonna be a no fun year in Matrik.

I wonder why I felt I'm writing it in a very official way and I don't like it. I mean it! Never mind it. I'm going to stop here. It's Tuesday night now, gonna spend a whole day tomorrow for reading, chit-chating and gaming. Going to KL on Thursday. Then JPA result will be announce on Friday, I hope that they wouldn't postpone it. I couldn't wait anymore! Keep your fingers cross for me! Thankies! >33