New Year's Resolution

New Year's Resolution

2011 is going to the end. Obviously, it's time to make a reflection.

In 2011,
I went to Perlis for the first time.
I took plane back from Alor Setar to LCCT alone.
I've been awarded a scholarship from Nilai UC.
I work as a telemarketer, earn the first salary in my life.
I went into the haunted house for the first time of my life.
I drank beer and got a bit dizzy and vomited in the end, well, first time as well.
I learnt how to take public transportation, it seemed to be impossible for me to take a bus to Seremban last year. xD

Good things were listed as above, it's time to see what mistake I made during the year.

In 2011,
I chose Matrikulasi over Nilai UC, but at the end I went to Nilai UC. As a result, I have wasted too much money on air ticket and re-buying some necessities.
Lesson : Compare the choices, make the best decision, and live it on. Do not look back as you may regret.

Nilai UC canteen serves food at a big portion, in order not to waste food, I always finished whatever is on my plate. Hence, I gained weight by a lottttttt!
Lesson : Bring a container next time so that I can keep the leftover when I'm full. Save myself from going obese!

In Nilai UC, I met a lot of great people. They all have big dreams, and they do not only dream, they did their best to achieve it as well.
Lesson : It doesn't matter how big is your dream, as long as it keeps you moving, that dream should be kept in your mind and heart.

More and more to go, but I'm not going to post anything more bout it, because it's already 11.30pm, I'm afraid I can't come out my resolutions by 2012.

All right, here come the new year's resolutions!

In 2012,
1. I want to lose weight! (The most important, or else I couldn't fit in any size of the shirt at the end of 2012)
2. I want to get a part time job. (It's always better to have extra money)
3. I want to remain my scholarship with the highest pointer I can get. (Even 4.0 seems impossible, but please keep it as my motivation)
4. I want to pick up my chess skill. (I brought the whole chess set and notes to NUC, but I always don't have time for it. Stalie, time management is important, save time for more beneficial things rather than facebook-ing and playing games)
5. I want to get involved in some charity work. (Harvest learning centre if possible)
6. I want to read more books! (Stop focusing on fiction novel, mum is getting mad with you!)
7. Register the French language course even though I do not have companion. (Sometimes, you just have to get used to being alone.)
8. Practice healthy lifestyle. (Sleep early, wake up early, more exercise, balanced diet)

Happy New Year everyone, may everything have a good beginning for you in 2012.

May what it will be, it'll be.

Hello readers,

I'm having some kind of relationship problem over these few days and crying over and over again bout it. Well, I'm sure you all noticed that my finals have just started. Tsk tsk..
How can my mood be influenced so easily at this critical moment? Hahas, it doesn't matter now.

I seriously don't want to think about all those thing for now. Well, what should not I be enjoying the moment? What should I be worrying about things that may or may not happen?

To my readers,

Remember this thing.

Though it might be hard to let go sometime,
though it might hurt but never last,
listen to your heart,
hold on to things that you don't want to let go,
at least make some effort before you truly giving up,
enjoy if you like it,
though you might ask yourself does it worth,
but sometimes,
you just have to understand what is
live your life with no regret.

Last but not least,
what it will be, it'll be that way.

I'm not deciding to hold on or to give up this relationship, yet I decide to enjoy all those joy that he bring to me. I stop asking myself does it worth, but I asked myself to enjoy and not regret.

Does not matter if he will be here long or not,
God sent him to me for some reasons,
learn to appreciate when things are still right,
learn to let go when things gone wrong,
and learn that if someone leaves,
it just simply means that their part in your story had just ended.

May what it will be, it'll be.
Stay strong, stay tough, and stay happy!

Good luck for the finals. Gambateh!

Dear Diary,

Long time I din't update you, and sorry for leaving you here alone for so long.

You know what? Bad things happen, always. I do not want to write them here, hope my diary serves the purpose of keeping memories, not bad things. That's why, forgive me.

But 1 thing I gotta mention here.

For the future Stalie,

Always remember and keep those promises you have made.
Never promise when you are happy.
Be rational.
Be less emotional.
Emotional is lively, but too much is burden.

Keep putting on quotes on the softboard, read them every day, I hope you learn something from it.

Best regards,
Old Stalie.

By the way, 2011 is coming to the end. How much you've gained this year? Not quite sure, but 1 thing for sure is gaining weights!

I'll be writing my resolution for the coming year. Finals is coming. Aim 4.0, get 4.0.
Don't think, just do.