Dear Stalie,
I know you feel bad when they announced the news of all 8A+ achievers are guaranteed for a PSD Scolarship a.k.a JPA Scholarship. It's really shocking for you, because you just got 7A+, somewhere at the borderline and your teacher told you they have been making some kind of cheating marking for your ICT, that's why you din't get it, you might have get 8A+ and then you deserve the scholarship if they are giving out grades according the distribution graph. Well, it's just a rumor though. No one can prove that they cheated, maybe you din't do it well and don't blame the others.
One more thing to remind you, all 8A+ achievers had secured their places, but that doesn't mean they are not giving out scholarships to those who had less than 8A+ students. It means maybe you can get it, anyway don't carry high hope on this, because it might turned out to be a bad news. Even if you can't get any scholarship, it is not the end of the world.
I know it's a depressed weekend for you. When your father reached home, he just start talking bout the 8A+ news again, seems like those who read the news wouldn't mind to heat up the topic for you and you still gonna pretend that you don't mind and you are not influenced by the news at all.
Moreover, when you already made up your mind to go Matrik in Perlis, it's a hard decision I would say. Your dad just came across you and asked you to appeal to transfer back to Kuala Pilah. It's kinda annoying because he told you to go Perlis, it took a lot for you to make the decision and then now he asked you to transfer when you are ready, prepared yourself for the challenge. But think of the other side, if you can get back to Kuala Pilah, you're only 15 minutes away from home. You're not gonna have homesick, you don't have to travel whole day to get home. Isn't that a good news for you?
My advice is do not try to avoid people talking bout this topic by staying in your room, reading or sleeping or even throwing tantrum alone. Be brave, girl, you gonna face it and tell the others " I AM SO DAMN FINE! I DON't GIVE A DAMN FOR THAT STUPID NEWS!". I'm sure you knew by your heart, doesn't matter how you try to escape, that's the truth, life goes on, and you too, please move on.
From love,
WaterFisH.
P.S. Be an optimist =)
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