i love u, dad.

Havent update my blog lately. just to leave one or two words here bout my life recently. ever since i left the counselling room, i bear in mind to keep studying and never stop for a single moment. it anyhow failed. cause i went to counselling room on monday morning, and i managed to finish reading The Pearl that night. i considered that as a part of my homework, cause i have to know more about the story line by reading it instead of reading the synopsis. The second day, my dad came back early than i thought. i had nice chat with a long-lost-contact friend, siang yi, who used to be my twinny when we were small. And now bad things start, my dad had high fever that night, is about 40 degree Celsius according to my mum. Not many people know that my dad is having haemodialysis, and he dont like other people know cause he afraid that others will treat him in a different way than usual. but i think is ok, it is not AIDS, it dont spread. Then wednesday morning, my mum said she have to fetch my dad to the hospital, cause the metal plate implemented in his left hand stop functioning. Oh my god! that day supposed to be my report card day, and i really want my mum to come. i really want to know how my teacher think of me. luckily, my mum rushed back. and just in time. It was a rainy day, my dad staying in the car and my mum came to my class and wait for her turn. Is kinda suffering when the loves one sick and staying alone but you couldnt leave another loves one to stay alone and be helpless. I really understand how my mum feel that time. She's kinda nervous cause the teacher took a long time to talk about the student's performance to their parents. And my mum was like 'ant in the hot pot' cause she left my dad in the car moreover he is in a terrible condition. Yet she have to queue up and wait for more or less 45 minutes. Yay! everything is done. i gave a good impression to the teachers. but actually im not. i know it. i sleep in class. i dont do homework and i dont pass up them. We rushed back to home, and fetched my dad to bahau for dialysis. he had an operation earlier on that day on his neck. Is kinda suffering cause u have to go through dialysis at the tube that inserted in ur neck than the metal plate in ur hand. lucky my mum said we did an appointment on the last friday for another operation for implementation of metal plates on his hand again. Thats why i went home earlier on Friday so that we would not be late for the operation. The doctor informed that the operation will start at 2pm, the surgeon is a professor from KL and major in doing all these operation. But my dad is having fever that time. he said it subside but came back later on. And the doctor only gave my dad antibiotic and some other medicine on that afternoon. alright then, my dad have to get going to the ward. but at that moment, the nurse inform that the surgeon will be here around 5. OK! fine too！ the doctor told us the surgeon will never punctual. But we wait until 6.30pm and finally the surgeon came. He has to do all the operation on that day, 13 patients altogether. just imagine how long time would he spend on doing the operation. then, he came to my dad. he wants my dad to do a bloodtest. and of course, the result was not-so-good that he wouldnt take risk to do the operation for my dad. it cause us to wait for another fortnight for the operation. OMG! i hate it! anyway, get well soon, dad. i love u.