I saw kah ying's post about achieving her dream with so many obstacles yet she stand still with her opinion on pursue the study of photography.
I wished i was her, so passionate with one thing.
I wished i was her, know what she want in her life.
I actually had a dream, i wanted to be an accountant.
Teacher said students change their ambition once in a while, especially when they are growing up. I thought that i never will, but now i'm not sure what to do or where to go.
I was once wanted to go to LSE for accountant course. I did researched about the entry requirement, the living fees and scholarships. But now, i dont know if this is the right choice for me. Everyone said that is okay for me to decide later, after i have finished my SPM. But i dont want things to get started that late, when i was given a short time, i know myself very well will have choose the wrong thing. I dont want to be regret. I dont want to waste my life.
At first, i wished that i will study something related to maths, more on calculation. I have no idea about the further study, and my aunt is an accountant. Hence, that lead me to my first determination of being an accountant. Later on, i found that is kinda dry, boring. I wished i can have something different daily. I wished i can try different things. I dont want to live a life that repeated daily for another 30 years.
Soh reminded me on my likes in choosing game. Yes, it is! I love managing things. then, i linked it to hotel management. But everyone opposed it. I dont know if i should go for it, because i really dont know how those people worked and their job task. I wished i will be given a chance to go through a short period of their life, so that i can clearly understand how they worked and then choose the right course for me. and now, i have a great interest in handling money and investment.
can anyone guide me? I need guidance, not decision from you.
I wished i was her, found her own interest at this early age, know what to do, what to achieve in her life. I have nothing, only a wish of bringing my parents on a world tour which is somehow impossible to achieve.
I opened my mouth when I saw my name there. Oh you're the girl that I think who is very determined to achieve what you want. I never think that it's too early to think about them now, I always prepare and do researches about courses in university :p I read a lot about them, I posted my works on the forums online and told them what I think and listen about their suggestion. Some of them complimented, said that im talented, but there are still some who discouraged me to do so, who said 'if you are really going to study it, I hope you don't regret'. and their words started to make me think, but after lots of thinking, i still couldnt see why should I be studying what seems to be better for your future, instead of what you actually want. Yupe, i think, your interest in not the only factor to be considered about the course, but also the life after you study about it, the life to work about it everyday, without getting bored. Haha i guess they don't agree you to study about hotel management is because you have such an extraordinary potential in doing maths and calculation, they think that you shouldnt waste that :p but seriously, i do agree that you are really good in managing, it can be seen so clearly when you were our class monitor, or head of the F1 team. I can imagine you managing a hotel so greatly :p Maybe it's something to relate to logical thinking. i think you can always analyst, think, and then work for it. You are so good in these, Either you choose to study about accountancy, hotel management or investment etc, i'd never be the one who disagree with your decision to study about which course. (Sorry i couldnt give many advices on which to choose between these 3 courses :P)
ReplyDeletebut many of them did ask me to visit every university which Im interested in before enrolling, visit the universities and check out what do they actually learn, the environment, the working environment and so on.
i guess what should we do now is to concentrate on our spm, and i know you're doing so. wish me luck, bless me, to concentrate on studying for spm now ):
cheers!
love.