I'm back to the same topic again. I confused. I dont know which subject to major in University. Ying is right, to be focus on SPM now then only think of the University. But when i was filling in the Matrikulasi Form, i was astonished, for a moment. Am i right to choose art stream? Is that what i want?
I'm shaken now. I have a thought of accountant doesn't suits me. It is dry, boring, and erm. maybe is simple maths calculation? And I have to do the same thing each day by day for the next 30 years? I prefer to have something different. I want a brand new challenge each day. I want to have some brain storming moment once in a while. I dont want wake up in everyday with scheduled things. and now I realized that I hate schedule and I hate orders as well. Maybe i just want to be the princess? or the queen someday? Demand for something? Giving orders?
Have i really lost all my interest in science field?
I think I just need all these :
Stop
Stare
Ask myself, my heart
Think
last, have a little faith in myself.
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