Changes

Here goes stalie on the way marching to 17 years old.

well yeah.

thats soooo fast.

Im already form 5

Im already in the last year of secondary school life.

Im almost reach the year to get a car license.

Im almost reach the time to leave my parents, my house for months.

you'll never know that time passes so quickly but

someday you'll realize that you've already gone so far.

so far away from the starting point.

i read that passage that morning.

" the scariest thing is to watch at the clock. hearing the tick tock sound. watching the needle moving. feel ur time passes. feel ur life is getting to the end. "

well yeah.

that scares me.

when i read that. i just feel like

" oh GOSH! im 17.. 17!! damn.. y i keep on wasting my time until i never get anything i want to be done yet im already 17!"

take a flashback of my 17.

erm.. i mean the 4 or 5 months ago.

i realize i've had a big big big changes.

how do u think?

first of all

im not anymore a monitor. Okay! Im so free. free until i got nothing to do during recess.

Second

im trying to improve my social skills.

*nod nod*

i've tried to speak and not to keep quiet and smile when other people talk to me.

i've tried to talk in another way. erm. which is giving some good respond? mayb?

i used to be the one who will just agree when other says. uhhh.. thats toooo BAD!!

third

i learn to disagree!!! ( funny.. rite?)

yea yea!

imma quarrel for anything which is unfair to me.

imma fight for anything which is mean a lot to me.

tat is not what i am previously.

Briefly.

i feel another new me.

how do u think?