Busy. Good? Bad?

Hi Peeps, 

Once again! Another update after few weeks. Well, life just become more hectic and busy than usual. Things like need to get assignment done, preparation for orphanage visit done, banner done. This done, that done, everything done done. Though it seems to be hectic, scheduled everyday til max, so that I can really make use of my life/time. 

Well, friends commented, saying that I seem to be tensed up and very busy recently. However, frankly speaking, I like this feeling quite a lot. Feels like there's so much thing to be done is waiting ahead. Call me a weirdo, I know. 

At this point, I realize things just got complicated than I have expected.

Today, sitting in the bus, calling my mum, the last word she said to me is Take Care, really made me feel so warm and touched. I was about to cry, but I din't. Manage to stop the tears rolling down. Good job, Shu Yi!

I was thinking is it good for me to be busy? So that I'll spend lesser time to think nonsense, so that I can learn more to fill up my satisfaction, so that I can live up to my expectation? On the other hand, I have lesser time to chat with him. When was the last time we cam and talk to each other? I seriously don't remember it. I mean it's quite a mature act that we don't need to stick to each other everyday, we don't need to text each other everyday. But, don't you think it's somehow wrong that I get very little updates bout his recent life and the same thing happens on him as well?

He said the amount of time doesn't really matter, what matters the most is the quality of the time spent. I know what he said is right and I ought to agree with it. But, I sensed something change.

"I used to talk to you bout the problems I had, I used to talk to you bout what I did from day to day. But now, I don't talk my problems. I handle them without you, do you notice that? Do you actually realize I'm growing without you?"

That's the thing I wanted to tell him so badly recently. Our conversation nowadays are just touching the surface, nothing deep, nothing that needs a lot of thinking and analyzing situation or decision making. I think it'll be sad if someday you realize the person you know the most has actually become someone you used to know. Hopefully this will not happen. Pray pray!

First semester in degree

Whoopee, it's finally come to my first sem of the degree year. Well, I read my last post before I start blogging, and I realize it was super negative. Was that really me? Is it due to PMS? Duhh.. I don't know, however, I love my life at the moment. I enjoy everything here in my degree first semester.

As I have said earlier, I went back to Nilai for orientation week. Unfortunately, none of us went to the orientation in the end, and ended up going back home on that Wednesday. 

And few days later, which is the following Monday, my classes commenced as it has schedule. Well, nothing much to reveal about the subjects taken. So far, I think my lecturer are quite friendly and helpful though one of them is giving my a lot of headache and confusion during the lesson. 

On the second week of the semester, there's a Japanese high school student visit my campus and I'm one of the helper showing them around my college. Well, their English is not that good but I still had a good time with them. Learnt a lot about Japanese culture, get to know those pretty girls and handsome guys. Hahahas. It was really fun, especially their presentation. I like the dance called Otagei the most, well the guys danced with a super duper huge and bright fluorescent thingy in their hand. Get to have one after their performance as a souvenir. Other than that, the students also gave each helper a pencil holder which is made of their local famous trunk (Don't quite remember their name) crafted with "Yamashiro Prefectorial High School". It was a short trip yet a lot of fun and memories. I'll never forget you girls, Minori, Miran, Akina and few more to be named.

Other than that, I also involved actively in Tchoukball. It 's a gentlemen game whereby no snatching, no pushing and no interruption is the rules that we've got to follow. I can't explain how does the game go here, but if you like to know more, talk to me in real, and I'll explain everything for you. Or you can simply google Tchoukball, and you will find a lot information.

Moving on, I had to decide on whether go to Christian Fellowship Camp or the 7th Utar National Maths Competition. Both falls on the same date, but only one can be chosen. Which one do you think will be more beneficial? I don't know, give me some time to think over it.

I also decided to join Emmy's club, which is Dance and Event club. They will be having a grand event on the coming August, and I shall help out in the event, only then they will put me in the right position during the coming Annual General Meeting. Oh, I also joined NUC Boardgame Club, where people gather and play chess, monopoly, scrabble. Well, you name it, they have it. Hmm, what else? One more thing, I'm going to join the 24 Festive Drum. Hehe, is definitely something new to me and hopefully I will enjoy it a lot. Well, 1 sad thing about this semester, which is French class is most likely to be cancelled throughout the semester, or maybe there is no more French Class. Sob Sob. 

Well, that's the update of my recent life. A hectic life but enjoyable. It's fun to be here! See ya!

It's my life.

Hello people, (i supposed no one is here to read anymore) I'm packing up my stuff and prepare to get back to campus tomorrow. Monday shall be the first day I'm having orientation in Nilai. I wonder would it be the same in Matrikulasi or it's something fun or more exciting. For your information, I'm taking degree in Accounting and Finance. Well, right now there are still people who feel insecure about the uncertainties in signing up for the program because it's new and we are not guaranteed to get certificate from Oxford Brooke University. However, I'm not one the group. People who is updated to what I've been through should know that I got SPM 7A+ at first and I wasn't being offered JPA scholarship, but Matrikulasi. For all other scholarships, I wasn't being called for interview except KLIA scholarship ( I gave up the chance at the end) and I secured Nilai's scholarship. Been into Matrikulasi Perlis for one week and out for NUC for 4 years program.

Up to this point of time, it still seems that I've been having a good time. Things were good and life's good, everything went on according to it's plan. But, for heaven's sake, it's a no. Since news been released that only 8A+ students will be guaranteed a JPA scholarship, I've been scolding myself for lacking 1A+ behind. And guess what? I got 8A+ actually, that's what written in my SPM certificate. Daddy's went for kidney dialysis and couldn't claim anymore money from the insurance. My brother resign and hasn't been working for 6 months (Thank god, he started working tonight). Life is like a total misery to me. Right at that time, I feel so much hatred in my heart, my mind keeps telling me "YOU DESERVE SOMETHING BETTER!" and for this reason I've seen a few people to get advice from them, asking what can I do with the new A+ given to me. After a few days of crying and struggling, I decided to let go in the end. Realize that there's no way out, there's nothing I can do with it. I gave up. Tears rolled down and I tell myself "it's ok, dear. Let the time pass and the memories will fade. Things are gonna be alright soon."

Well, one of the reasons I wanted the JPA scholarship is I realized there were so many hidden things I don't see in Nilai. Education quality especially. I wanted to go oversea or maybe some local prestigious university ( I know probably there are none, but there's definitely university which are way damn better than Nilai). However, the truth is if I want to leave Nilai, I gotta repay them about RM20k, which is quite a big burden to my family. It really took me some time to forget what happened and to stay in peace when people start mentioning it to me. At the end of semester 3, I met a scholar who is about to leave Nilai after her foundation. She told me Nilai did not seek any compensation from her. Then, another girl came to me ask if I wanna transfer or leave Nilai. For the first time in my life, I feel so tired. Can you all please stop asking me where I want to go? Do you actually understand it's hard for me to give up not to study overseas, to give up seeking another chance for JPA scholarship or others?

Yet, when I come home, my parents, my brother, everyone seem to be so fine. Am I really the only one worrying and bothering about all these stupid things? Or do you all just pretend that nothing happen? Conclusion, when circumstances give you only one choice, take it or break it. I took it. Stay in Nilai. Pretend nothing's happened. I'm happy. I'm fine.

I remember I used to be a princess in the house. There's nothing that I need to worry. But, when I was 15. My daddy's kidney problem just gotten worse, brother wasn't in the house, mother and I start arranging things for father, like admission into hospital, operation and etc. Then, my grandmother was admitted into hospital as well due to cancer and finally she's gone. Not long after that, I received a phone call from my mother, saying dad's health condition is at worst, dialysis is the only way out. So, we took the option, sent him for dialysis. Ever since then, I realized I got to grow up, start taking care of the family especially when brother is not around. Two years later, mummy got slipped disc. I found the doctor for her, arranged every appointment for her, sent her to the hospital, called the insurance company for the claim. Then, I knew I really grew up. I did things that I wasn't able to do when I was 15. And I wonder if you guys know, on the graduation ceremony, my mum went into the operation theater alone. I remember Jinyi was surprised that I didn't cry for all of us gonna go further apart soon, leaving each other. But I burst into tears once I got home, called my mum for so many times but she didn't pick up the phone. I bet Jinyi wouldn't know if I cried that day, those tears would be for my mother, not them.

Shits really happen in life. There are really some super duper sucks moments in life, like afraid of losing your family members, not being able to achieve your dream, giving up the things that seems to be utmost to you or maybe breaking up seems to be so near.

For a coward people like me, I'm just gonna tell myself " Shits happen, but life still goes on. Time heals." I'm sorry for not being someone brave. I know I'm not a person who can make lemonade when life gives me a lemon.

For people who are reading this post, if you think your life is much more worse than mine and I should stop complaining because complaining doesn't help at all. I'm sorry, I'm still gonna tell you I deserve the right to complain and I decide the time when I want to stand up. It's my life and I don't make a fool out of me to please you.

It's been 3 months

Hope there will still be people reading my blog after it was shut down for at least 3 months.

Well, same thing. Life's good, or maybe I should say "It's Awesome!"

A quickly brief about my recent life.
It's my final semester in Foundation in Business. Within 2 weeks time, I'll be having finals and I'm graduating from FIB. Surely there would be some friends leaving, eg. Irene and Edwin is leaving Nilai. Just celebrated their birthday last night, it was fun, hope it could be a memorable birthday to both of you.

By the way, I'm once again getting involved in Haunted House! The only difference is I'm the one organizing, helping out and selling tickets instead the one walking in the hall and got freaked out! Hehehee...

Thanks Allan for asking Emmy to relocate me. However, I was a bit regret to stay outside and not being one of the 'ghost'. I should take it as experience at the first place, anyway, it's another successful event by FUN club and the last event as well.
I don't know who will be leaving Nilai or having different courses in Degree from me, I wish you guys all the best and DO REMEMBER ME!
Although it has been a year with you guys, and I'm not so close with most of you, but I had an awesome Foundation year with you guys, thank you! and I'll miss whoever is leaving soon.

Sem 3 has been a hectic semester. I guess everyone agrees with me. 2500 words academic essay was difficult but it was not as hard as I thought or expected. At least, each of us has completed our own essay, and I hope no one would be called for VIVA.

Anyway, we met Mr. Mano Maniam yesterday, 1 of the actor in Anna and the King. He introduced us a new subject called Theatre and Acting and it'll be launched in the next semester. The class is filled with so much fun, volunteers started to act according what he told them, cracking jokes, and having fun to the max. I've never thought we'll be having this kind of course here. Anyway, only 25 students can enroll in his class each semester. I'm not sure whether I'll be taking up his subject or not, but I'm pretty sure his class is gonna be so lively and enjoyable.

Last but not least, I enrolled in French class this semester. Our tutors are quite good. Since it's their first time teaching, I would rate them 8 out of 10. Don't you guys worry, you all did a great job! I know I'm still not so good in French, but I'll do my best, and I'm learning something new in every lesson. I'm getting quite happy that I can at least understand you all said 'Semester prochaine' hahahas!

Bonjour, je m'appelle Stalie. J'ai 19 ans. Je taime Francais! hehe!
Aujourdui!

Take care guys and have a great day.

Best regards,
Stalie aka -WaterFisH-

Nescafe Dolce Gusto

Hello guys,

Have you heard of the Nescafe Dolce Gusto?

Today is my first visit to Seremban Tesco Extra, had my lunch at the See U. Well, they serve fresh seafood for steamboat, it's worth trying. I'm recommending it here for you guys!

Well bout my title for this post. Nescafe Dolce Gusto is a new product from Nescafe.


That's the machine we use to produce Dolce Gusto product.
Dolce Gusto provides a wide range of coffee product.
Mocha, Latte, Expresso and etc.



Look at these colorful capsules, there are the ingredients you need to brew a nice cup of coffee.

Just insert the capsule to the machine, with a few click on the volume of water, you can brew a nice cup of mocha at home.

Cheap, Fast, and Convenient! Where else can you get it?

I sound like a Dolce Gusto promoter.

I seriously wanted to get that machine. It's only RM300++
But, both my parents don't want it since they don't really drink Cappucino, Latte or Mocha.

Slurp!!

Chinese New Year is around the corner, but the biscuit I baked was not so popular, not much buyer. Sobb Sobb..

Anyway, take care guys.
See you all soon during new year.

New Year's Resolution

New Year's Resolution

2011 is going to the end. Obviously, it's time to make a reflection.

In 2011,
I went to Perlis for the first time.
I took plane back from Alor Setar to LCCT alone.
I've been awarded a scholarship from Nilai UC.
I work as a telemarketer, earn the first salary in my life.
I went into the haunted house for the first time of my life.
I drank beer and got a bit dizzy and vomited in the end, well, first time as well.
I learnt how to take public transportation, it seemed to be impossible for me to take a bus to Seremban last year. xD

Good things were listed as above, it's time to see what mistake I made during the year.

In 2011,
I chose Matrikulasi over Nilai UC, but at the end I went to Nilai UC. As a result, I have wasted too much money on air ticket and re-buying some necessities.
Lesson : Compare the choices, make the best decision, and live it on. Do not look back as you may regret.

Nilai UC canteen serves food at a big portion, in order not to waste food, I always finished whatever is on my plate. Hence, I gained weight by a lottttttt!
Lesson : Bring a container next time so that I can keep the leftover when I'm full. Save myself from going obese!

In Nilai UC, I met a lot of great people. They all have big dreams, and they do not only dream, they did their best to achieve it as well.
Lesson : It doesn't matter how big is your dream, as long as it keeps you moving, that dream should be kept in your mind and heart.

More and more to go, but I'm not going to post anything more bout it, because it's already 11.30pm, I'm afraid I can't come out my resolutions by 2012.

All right, here come the new year's resolutions!

In 2012,
1. I want to lose weight! (The most important, or else I couldn't fit in any size of the shirt at the end of 2012)
2. I want to get a part time job. (It's always better to have extra money)
3. I want to remain my scholarship with the highest pointer I can get. (Even 4.0 seems impossible, but please keep it as my motivation)
4. I want to pick up my chess skill. (I brought the whole chess set and notes to NUC, but I always don't have time for it. Stalie, time management is important, save time for more beneficial things rather than facebook-ing and playing games)
5. I want to get involved in some charity work. (Harvest learning centre if possible)
6. I want to read more books! (Stop focusing on fiction novel, mum is getting mad with you!)
7. Register the French language course even though I do not have companion. (Sometimes, you just have to get used to being alone.)
8. Practice healthy lifestyle. (Sleep early, wake up early, more exercise, balanced diet)

Happy New Year everyone, may everything have a good beginning for you in 2012.

May what it will be, it'll be.

Hello readers,

I'm having some kind of relationship problem over these few days and crying over and over again bout it. Well, I'm sure you all noticed that my finals have just started. Tsk tsk..
How can my mood be influenced so easily at this critical moment? Hahas, it doesn't matter now.

I seriously don't want to think about all those thing for now. Well, what should not I be enjoying the moment? What should I be worrying about things that may or may not happen?

To my readers,

Remember this thing.

Though it might be hard to let go sometime,
though it might hurt but never last,
listen to your heart,
hold on to things that you don't want to let go,
at least make some effort before you truly giving up,
enjoy if you like it,
though you might ask yourself does it worth,
but sometimes,
you just have to understand what is
live your life with no regret.

Last but not least,
what it will be, it'll be that way.

I'm not deciding to hold on or to give up this relationship, yet I decide to enjoy all those joy that he bring to me. I stop asking myself does it worth, but I asked myself to enjoy and not regret.

Does not matter if he will be here long or not,
God sent him to me for some reasons,
learn to appreciate when things are still right,
learn to let go when things gone wrong,
and learn that if someone leaves,
it just simply means that their part in your story had just ended.

May what it will be, it'll be.
Stay strong, stay tough, and stay happy!

Good luck for the finals. Gambateh!

Dear Diary,

Long time I din't update you, and sorry for leaving you here alone for so long.

You know what? Bad things happen, always. I do not want to write them here, hope my diary serves the purpose of keeping memories, not bad things. That's why, forgive me.

But 1 thing I gotta mention here.

For the future Stalie,

Always remember and keep those promises you have made.
Never promise when you are happy.
Be rational.
Be less emotional.
Emotional is lively, but too much is burden.

Keep putting on quotes on the softboard, read them every day, I hope you learn something from it.

Best regards,
Old Stalie.

By the way, 2011 is coming to the end. How much you've gained this year? Not quite sure, but 1 thing for sure is gaining weights!

I'll be writing my resolution for the coming year. Finals is coming. Aim 4.0, get 4.0.
Don't think, just do.

First haunted house experience

It's a busy week but I'm lovin' it! Hehehe..

Start from Sunday, I went to guys' hostel to help out for the preparation for the charity sales thing. And, the charity sales starts from Tuesday. Eat a lot of things at the sales there, and the sales ended at Thursday. After I finished my telemarketing, then I straight away go to Sushi King as it was the last day of the promotion. Guess how much I save for the sushi? RM14! cause I was suppose to pay RM24 but the promotion price is only RM2 per plate! Weehehee

Well, the part after these is the scariest of all. Due to Halloween, Leo Club in my college are having Haunted House in the president hall. Well, we were lining up outside the President Hall, but I keep hearing people screaming and chain whacking at the door, it was like so freaky. But, the line will keep moving so I just have to go into the room. There was 2 ghost came out from the house and catching victims, it was suppose to be my turn but I was being too indecisive to go into. At last we all go in together. Unfortunately, we just sign up at the "Death Note", then I saw one pity guy with all those make up was holding a pail and not moving. Without giving him another thought, I start going in with my friends. When we just walked pass him, he suddenly throw the pail and start kicking the pail, come to our side and growling at us. Ew!!! Then, I ran out of the house ady. It seems that we were the only gang who ran out after the first ghost. SO COWARD!!

When we are about to leave, we met Allan and Vikash who offer to accompany us to go once more. Honestly, I don't want to go anymore cause I don't think I can take it anymore. But, Vikash was pushing my from behind and Allan is pulling from in front, and thats why I could not escape at all. However, I decide to stand with Vikash cause I know he is the type who will not leave me alone no matter what happen.

At some point in the house, I was about to cry but I keep holding on. Well, it was too much to explain here. If you really wanna know about it, ask me nextime, I'll tell you.

Anyway, thanks Vikash for keep holding me from behind, and Allan protect all of us from the beginning to the end.

Be Responsible to the Community

I realized that I have changed so much since I came to Nilai University College. Today, I'm just gonna to focus on my perception on social workers and volunteers.

For your information, Nilai UC Fun Club is organizing a series of event to gain RM10,000 donation and to raise awareness about hunger and poverty in Africa, in conjunction to the World Vision. I'm one of the helpers, we were having sales, dota tournament, facial treatment, magic performance and etc. Well, usually I hear about all these events, I was once anticipated to join Famine 30 Hours, but at the end, I din't get to join. Nowadays, Allan kept posting about World Hunger Day, telling us how many children die each day due to hunger, I mean looking at the statistics, it's really surprising.

Another girl, Boey Wong, she is a social worker in my class. In my opinion, she is a rich girl and who really loves to play around. In fact, she is a very caring person. She always go to the orphanage to help those orphans. That day, she came to me and want me to buy soap from her, it's an organic soap and the money will go to a fund to support the orphans. Heard from friends, she said about sponsoring children in Africa and China. I mean it is something quite meaningful, but not much people want to do it.

Then, Allan talked to me about the Magnum Competition, we have to come out with a project which will benefit the community. I think it is more likely to be a charity project. After all, I realize being responsible to the society is easy, probably when I was in Kuala Pilah, it's quite hard for me to do so.

Today I read a news regarding Harvest Learning Centre. It gave those refugee and rural area kids an opportunity to learn, to gain knowledge, to change their life. They believe that education can change their life, because these kids are not meant to be poor for their whole life, even though they were born in a poor family. They are refugee, they are not Malaysian, but they are humans, I think this learning centre really serves as a good platform for them to change for their life.

Now, I'm looking on more information about this centre. They need people to donate and to volunteer, I think I will find out more about volunteering in their programmes, hopefully they have something that I can fit into my life easily, because I think it is hard for me to explain the whole thing to my parents. Perhaps I have friends, which is you who are reading my blog, have the same thought with me as well. If you are interested, leave me a comment here or contact me via phone.

Take care all, and Happy Deepavali!

Big Bad Wolf

Does my title today sounds interesting?

I don't know your answer, but for me, it is. Well, it's a book sales name, and seriously, you can get really cheap stuff over there.

The BBW take place at MAEPS, Serdang this year. Well, MAEPS is quite a huge place, with a lifestyle park, can ride horses inside also, probably I'll be going there next time again. Talk about BBW, there got fiction, non-fiction, cooking, romance, children, self help, science fiction & fantasy and etc.

But guess how many books I bought today? Only 3! I know, 3 is quite little actually, but I could not find the books I want over there.

I bought For One More Day by Mitch Albom, Digital Fortress by Dan Brown and Slumdog Millionaire!

And, guess how much is all these books cost me? only RM24!

It's cheap, isn't it? I bet you have to pay more than RM100 for all 3 books in MPH.

Anyway, today is a tiring day. Class ended at 10am, then we take train to Serdang, reach there around 11.25 and took a taxi to MAEPS. Coming back from MAEPS and reach Serdang KTM Station around 2, but missed 1 train. Finally, reach Nilai KTM Station around 3pm. Then waited for the school bus until 3.35pm and once I get back to campus, quickly took my stuff and rushed back to the President Hall and wait for 4.15pm bus to Bus Station. Reach Kuala Pilah at 7pm! Phew, let's call it a day, I'm tired. Going to sleep, Nitez!

I believe in fate

Semester 2 had just started, and I was just too free. So, I ended up thinking nonsense these days. But, there's one thing I really wanted to mention here.

Fate. Do you believe in fate? I do.

Well, I chose KMP over NUC, but I ended up studying in NUC and I love this place gradually. In NUC, I met a lot of awesome friends. Well, I don't want to mention how awesome are they, just straight to the point, the close friends I have over here.

There is a total of 4 of us, Jodee, Joyce, Woon Ting, and I. Nothing much to talked about Woon Ting, but for sure 1 thing, she is a nice, pretty girl. Too bad, she already had a boyfriend.

Well, I came here on the 4th week of Semester 1, Joyce too, just a day later than me, wherelse Jodee came here on the 3rd week. Both of them came from Klang. For the first week, I was staying at Desa Palma, with Joyce as my roomate and Jodee as a classmate and staying at the same block.

The first day I came here, I approached Jodee first. I don't know why I talked to her at the ground floor of resource centre. But I can remember there was just a feeling " She must be my classmate." And YES! She's my classmate and both of us decided to do Accounting and Finance together in degree. Jodee is a Chinese who can't speak Mandarin, she was somehow frustrated for being trapped at here cause most of us speak Mandarin, but she can't. Then, she told me she's staying at Desa Palma too, I was overwhelmed that finally I have friends that can go to class and back to hostel together. Unfortunately, she got an air-conditioned room on the first day I came. So, I went back dissapointed. That night, Joyce moved in. She just finished her exam in Sunway University. She is a very cute girl, innocent, and I would say a little bit coward.

Joyce's friends at Sunway had told her about Jodee and asked her to take care of her at here. You know, how amazing is this? When we are all related together by some kind of special things. Jodee and I are classmate, Joyce and I are roomate. Jodee and Joyce from Klang, shares the same friends. A week later, I moved in to the air-conditioned room as well, Jodee is now my housemate, staying at the next door. Soon, Joyce will be moving in, most probably, tommorow, she will be staying in the same apartment.

At times, I've been thinking is it the correct choice I made to follow my mum's decision to study at here. And also, is it the right thing to do that I gave up the interview that I will stand a chance to get a scholarship to study abroad. But, now I would like to tell you, I am not regret at all for these decisions that I made, these people are amazing, they make my life to become a wonderful piece of memory.

P.S. I'm more and more like a Christian thinking, everytime I will think that it is God who made me choose this, and I believe in Him, that he loves me, and want me to grow up using his own way. Well, I believe all these influences are by Jodee and Joyce.

Dear diary,

I'm so sorry I din't come to see you often lately. Just a quickie of recent daily life. Play games, watch anime, read novel are the usual things I did at home during sem break. Well, went to yamcha with KP gang. Always obey the K.P. Law : never be punctual, 30 minutes late is perfect!

Also went to Mid Valley with my mum! She bought a shirt, and I bought body scrub and facial scrub from the body shop. Actually, I do want to buy that high heels, but feel like not quite suit with me, and I thought I could have find a better one.

Until today, I went to a few shopping mall and browse through the shops, I still couldn't find one. Suddenly, I'm despo to get that pair of high heels now, maybe I should take the train to Mid Valley and buy it, well, perhaps it's still on sales. Couldn't know how can I afford it if it's not on sales. ( Sales price = RM99.00)

This is the first time I felt so regret of not buying something. Sigh! Mummy said she met with Siang Yi's mum just now. Thought of calling her and I did, but she din't bring her phone, so couldn't meet her.

Another fact : I crossed two red light continuously today when driving back from Seremban! Woo-hoo! Couldn't find the right word to say, but I know, it's dangerous. Freaking tired now, good-nite all! Muacks! sweet dream.

Sincerely,
Stalie.

Sem break

Oh hello!

Sorry for din't update quite a long time, and it's all thanks to Mervin Chee, cause he's been asking me to update my blog to keep it alive.

Well, nothing much to talk about. I just had my last paper - Management of Sem 1 in NUC. Frankly, I don't think I can score well in this paper, made me feel so worry about the pointer after I finished this paper.

Anyway, I haven't gone back to Kuala Pilah for 2 weeks, but I'll be going back tomorrow. Home Sweet Home!

Oh ya, I helped out on the graduation day, made a few new friends, Jamie, Jane, Carry, Siew Ping. Siew Ping is in final sem of OBUAF, which is the degree course I would pursue later on. She said she can passed me her old books. Happy! One more thing, there are people who sell bouquet of flowers on that day, but they couldn't finish selling all of them, at the end of the day, they offer us RM10 for 2 bouquet.
Just the thought of buying myself a bouquet of flower on graduation day yet I'm not a graduand did really make me laugh, so I ended up not buying any of them.

That's all for now. See yah! =)

annual review of post

Tadaa!

That's the thing I always do - review my post, give myself comment in myself, laugh at myself for being so super childish and the last thing is feel like wanted to create a new blog again so that when others read my blog, they will never know I was once so childish.

Actually, what do I mean by childish?? It's like I'm pretending to be mature, but I'm not at all, made it looked like more stupid and naive.

Ew. I think that's all for this post. See you guys in the next post =)

Birthday celebration

Hey guys, I wonder if you guys still remember my birthday. Well, it's on 12 July.

On that day, I wonder why my mood just isn't good and my friends invited me to have dinner at Thinking Cup (cafe). I wasn't really wanted to go at first because I feel like so lazy and wanna stay inside my room. Then, that night, Woon Ting scared me first and I was talking to Jeslyn that time, so I din't give her much respond. All of them got a bit nervous and worry cause they never wished me Happy Birthday, but there's nothing to do with them.

Then, we just eat, chit chat and blarh blarh. Joyce keep on talk to Jodee and Ming Huey, made me a little suspicious. Well, at last, Joyce and Ming Huey said wanna go to toilet together, and I din't pay much attention to them. But, when I turn to face the other side, I saw both of them talk to the waitress. Well, I got more suspicious lorh. Then, soon enough, a waiter bring in my birthday cake with those plates and forks. I had my own piece of blueberry cheese cake, and the rest of them, total of 6 of them have to share two piece of cake ( I suppose, not too sure cuz it was cut into small small pieces ) Then, Joyce gimme my present, it's a bag! Muahaha, I love you guys, it's from Joyce, Ming Huey and Jodee. Thanks cause I really need a bag.

Coincidentally, a fly dropped into Ming Huey's milo. Then, we asked for a new one. But, she don't feel like drinking anymore, so we decided to play a game " Guess the number." I'm the one who set the number, whoever guess my number, they have to drink it. At first, it's only Milo Ice, then Edwin add in Teh Ice. When we play for a while, we started to add biscuit that Rex brought from his hometown, then cream and cake, crushed the cherry and more and more.

I'm glad that I can escape that day, but at last they force me to take a few sip. Then, we went to canteen and chit chat while waiting for the fun fries. That night, Joyce wanted to come over to my room to sleep together, cuz I'm taking single premium and her roomate wasn't going back that night. But Ming Huey wanted all four of us sleep together, so Jodee has to move her mattress from her room ( just next door ) and sleep on the floor with Ming Huey.

Guess what? The next morning I had stomachache, so do Ming Huey, Woon Ting, Joyce and Edwin. Only Rex and Jodee were too lucky lorh.

Anyway, I had great night with guys. Thanks Joyce, Jodee, Ming Huey, Woon Ting, Rex and Edwin.

P.S. Joyce, I never thought that you keep my present in your backpack cause you just always bring it with you, so I don't feel weird that you brought the backpack with you that night. A great surprise!

presentation

Hello guys. Sorry, life in NUC is quite busy yet joyful, din't have much time to blog. Well, I just went through my first presentation in NUC, quite an experience and I hope I'll do better next time. I hope I did my presentation within 5 minutes. Actually, I thought of uploading my video of presentation but don't think anyone will look at it. Moreover, it is not a full video, the recording starts when I went on to the second slide.

Oh yah, I never mention about make up right? Ew, it's weird. I mean I keep on experimenting with the color of eyeshadow. I tried purple with blue, it become so extreme until I feel like I am a sissy from Thailand. Then I try with white and brown. White as the beneath layer makes it look too sharp, so I reverse it. Yet, on Tuesday, my friends all said that brown color look fine so I just stick with brown only. Nevertheless,it's tiring to wake up so early to bath n make up, but I eventually know how to make up. I make sure I'll learn more of it and never be so kelam kabut anymore. Ew, I feel like this post is so messy until I myself also duno what am I writing. Guess it's because I'm watching Astro Singing competition and the kids are too good, amazing. They rocks! Awesome performance.

Tsk Tsk.. guess I'm running out of the topic. Aite, got lots more work to do. I'll update soon.

A day without class

As I have mentioned in my last post, I got no class on last Thursday. Nevertheless, I had spent half of my day in the library just to complete my slideshow for the presentation. Guess what? I woke up at 7, get myself prepared and took breakfast with friends at the cafeteria. Well, it's the first roti canai I had in NUC, it's not as good as I expected, but never try never know, so I'm not regret at all even though it's a bit expensive.

I went to library at 9, do my slideshow until 2pm and then went to have my lunch. Well, the morning its not as enjoyable even that I know it's a free day that day, because too many things happened and all those just ruined my mood. I wouldn't specify what actually happened on that day, but if you want to know, I can tell you secretly. Shhhh, keep it as our secret, ok? =P
After lunch, I borrow my friend's laptop to finish my slideshow until 4pm. I was too tired and couldn't bear to wait for my friends to return to the apartment together. It was the first time I at NUC that when I reached my room, I just fall asleep. Woke up at 5pm, because I promised my friends to go to the mini concert with them.

Well, that night was quite enjoyable. Hehe, big contrast with the day. It's a music workshop and mini concert by David Story. He's awesome, he's a singer, composer, song writer. He travelled to many places and get inspiration to create new songs, and he loves to share those experience with us. It's only 1 hour thingy, he can only perform a few song, but the last song was the best! Of course, he wasn't there for free, they try to promote his disc and necklace. I bought both of them for 30 only. Well, it's cheap though when you see the price, but a bit expensive if you find him not that famous. yet I like his songs. When I went back, I play the CD and I think live performance is better.

I knew a new friend in the mini concert, name is Edwin from Foundation in Science. He had vouchers for Domino's and Pizza Hut. We called for Domino's delivery and had 3 pizzas that night. Well, just 5 minutes after the call, we realized that Pizza Hut promotion is more worthy and we called back to cancel it. But they just reply " The pizza is in the oven." =(
Edwin told us that if they couldn't make it within 30 minutes, the pizzas are for free, and we kept praying that they will be late and etc. I suggested that we should hide when they are here, and turn up when half an hour is gone, and we'll just gonna tell them " Hey, you're late! Give me the pizzas for free. " ( Hahahas, I bet I just read too much of Confession of a shopaholic, I just talk and think like the way of Rebecca. ) But we just walk to them when we saw they reach and after that we realized that they will send us a message " your pizzas arrived." as a record that they never exceed the time.

After having pizzas, we went to President Hall, because Life Science Society having blah blah closing ceremony, we just went in to have a look. Gosh! It's beautiful. they make an alleyway in the middle, put on red carpet, switch off all the lights, but leave some light bulbs on. Put curtains on the side of the alley, roses and grapevines around. It's just so romantic! I love that place, we all just took photos, and really silly photos. By the way, tell you a little secret. We think that we are the people who pulled down the curtain but we can never fix it and we try to leave at the moment. Maybe we are acting too suspicious, a group of Indian guys called us but we never reply and just run away. Ahahas :D
And then we saw guys are practising street dance at the studio at second floor. Joyce and Jo Dee waved hands at those guys, well, I don't know why, but I just find it embarassing but we ended up run away.

Have a lot of fun that night, thanks to Joyce, Jo Dee, Wan Ting and Edwin! I love you guys, we should hang out more together! =D

life in NUC

Hi everyone!

I promised that I will post about my life at Nilai University College a.k.a NUC, and here I come!

This is my third week in NUC. Everything went well yet there is so many assignments to do and I still feel homesick once in a while.

I was late than other coursemate by 3 weeks, on the first lesson I had, which is management class. My teacher told me that he will give us a class test on next Wednesday. As a scholar, I have to bear in mind that I cannot drop to below 3.5 and I am not sure is the mark of the class test taken into calculation of the CGPA. So, I read thrice just to prepare myself for the class test. But, the teacher never turn up and a librarian took over the class, brought us for a tour in library and make the test as a open book test. I was really mad that time, thinking that why should I study so hard when the rest are keep playing, yet we will all get the same score.

So, that's for the last week. Then, another news came to me this Monday. I will have my mid term test for Accounting subject on next Monday, gotta start prepare as soon as possible. Then, at the same day, my English teacher told me that the questionnaire we have prepared earlier, have to be distributed to the students and get responses from them. We will analyse the data and prepare slide show for the oral presentation, which everyone was given 4 minutes to talk about their part. This is ok, but what make me feel hard is that as a girl, I am required to put light make up and wear high heels for the actual presentation. Well, I don't make up as you guys know, how could I be possible to leave them a great first impression for the examiner on the particular day?

Let's move on to other assignments. I have to do my journal by tonight, because I got to hand in tomorrow and I have no confidence in writing journal because everyone had wrote once, but I had no experience. Also, I was given economic assignment, which is to find out the economic of a specific company or country and this assignment carry 20% of the final exam. Gosh, that's many to do. So, I hope you guys can see now, that college life is not as easy as you thought.

For those who had read my status in facebook, surely will know that monkeys had broke into my apartment. I had taken picture and I will make another post just for that funny and thrilling incident.

See ya guys, I am really tired now, go and take a nap and start prepare for the test and my script.

P.S. I got no class on tomorrow. Huuray!

Happy birthday, yan!

It's 10 June, Yan and Choon birthday, Happy birthday to both of you ( I don't think Choon will read my blog anyway )

Well, Yan invite us to a " Hey hey romantic party " which is supposed to be her birthday celebration party, name doesn't matter, yet I still think it's special, cause she is the only one who will keep on thinking on doing different things that usual people will not do.

I bought her a cute pinky little pig, which holds a crocodile clip, clip some small notes or paper, and the piggy head is actually a pen, I find it quite special and I hope you will like it!

I met a lot of old friends in this gathering or so call party, out of my expectation, they are all the same, the way they thought and act seems to be the same to me, I'm glad though, because I was actually worried that I won't be able to get along with them since I haven't meet them for some time and we won't be able to blend our life experience and topics well together.

Anyway, it's fun. Thanks for inviting me to your birthday party, it's small, but I like it, simple and nice, friendly people, lovely gifts, funny conversation and lots more to name. Hehe =)

It's 11.50pm now ( please don't look at the time that I post, it's not the actual time ) and once again I wanna wish you Happy Birthday before your birthday end. Wish everything goes well with you and all the best in your study and future. I don't really agree with the phrase " friends forever" but I'll have to tell you that I'll remember all of you forever, whoever attend the celebration tonight, especially Rudy Ng, cause he is the one who ask me not to forget him before I leave.

Happy Birthday!

P.S. Sorry that I write my happy birthday wishes on the white color paper cause I couldn't fine any nicely decorated paper and I am really bad in doodling.