Almost got back all the papers, only left out physics, ict and bc. I really did study for this exam. well. harder than the previous one. but i dont see any improve but regress. When i enter Chemistry Lab and teacher asked that did i go for any tuition class and to do more exercise. my heart SINK!my paper one is ok. but paper 3 is terrible. it pulls down my total score. and my essay too. i think i have to work harder on that part. my physics too. im too careless. i darken the wrong objective answer but i got it correct on my question paper. and tats 2 marks. ew. it seems to be very small but is a key that affect my result. my language subject is weak too. gosh. i really have to say. i hate her. the f4 english. im not going to tell who is it. but i'm sure u guys know who is that. i know my english is poor, but i thought that i manage to score A in SPM. but in fact, I'm NOT! the 'truth' float when it gets to this new teacher who marks SPM paper. i never thought that there is so much thing to be improved. and that 'hatred' teacher wasted my time. she should nt be a teacher. u never know how fast my score gone down, is like a elevator fall! i always hope that i can score well in the exam, but ended up.. NO! yet, i accept it. i'm not those who begging for marks. i dont mean to be sarcastic here. i know i've been acting strange lately. slightly different than who i used to be last time. i asked for marks this time and i can tell u why. I JUST WANT TO PROVE THAT I AM RIGHT. if u can give me a strong reason why you deduct my marks. i'll accept. as long as i know where did i got wrong. maybe for certain subject like add maths and sejarah, i'm quite satisfy with the score. but that doesn't mean that i have to stop adding marks even though i deserve for it. sometimes i hate exam. when it comes to result and marks. everyone behave like not anymore of them. and thats how prejudice and disputation starts. i saw a quote just now.

Hope for the best, prepare for the worst, and expect what is most likely to happen

this quote illustrate me myself for so real. i might get down with the low score. but im fine in a second. thats why i classify myself as the happy go lucky type. - been looking for the past year question. trials from a few states. ask the question from me if u want it. but not everyone deserve this 'privillege'. hahas -