thx mei yan.

today is the fourth day of the holiday.
i realize i have not done anything yet.
started to do my additional mathematics project.
and erm. i really need some guidance.
working on my ict programming assignment too.
but erm. not going well.

having add maths tuition class these 2 days.
and erm.
teacher start teaching trigonometry.
i heard ppl said that was the hardest chapter in MT.
i dont know what happened.
maybe is getting tougher.
i stuck.
u know. the sin and cos.
i cant tell what is their relationship.
cosec and tan. i cant link them together.

mei yan talked to me.
she said i was like having the very first thought of
" i duno how to solve. thats why i stop. cause i wasn't like that before. i never encounter such a condition in doing mathematics relevant question."
is hard to say. but i have to admit.
i could not bear if i cant solve mathematic question.
i dont mind if i cant write an essay.
but as long as it is maths.
i was like. i couldnt forgive myself if i dont have a clue to solve.
that pressure. come automatically.
i dont know. mayb wilsern is right.
he said i am so 'emulous’？

mei yan asked me to change my attitude.
i shouldn't stop trying even though the question is hard for me.
but i cant control.
i'll get jealous if i see anyone else manage to solve.
and i really dont know why.
i wonder if she knows about it.
but she was just asking me not to give up.

strange huh?
i used to be the one who never ask for answer.
i used to be the one who keep on trying until i success.
but now？
i ask answer from her.
i ask just at the moment i found myself couldn't solve it.
without a second thought of trying it again.
i really hate it! hate it hate it hate it!

anyway. thanks mei yan.
for telling me your opinion.
even though i'm not feeling well.
with what u said just now.

but tat is what a real friend will do. isn't it?
glad that i'll always have u by my side.