family photo

is too boring today
i read through many ppl's note in the Facebook.
there is a note about Family.

all of a sudden, i think of
I NEVER HAD A FAMILY PHOTO!
u know.
every time i went to connie's house.
i can see her family photo.
well. im not sure izzit all over her house but i remember her living room has a lot of it.
but i never had a family photo.
no matter is a birthday or a trip.

i remember my dad usually brought me to Malacca when i was small.
he brought me to Crocodile's Farm, Zoo, A Famosa, Circus and many to named.
and that happened when i was small.
After my brother had his license,
know mostly the road in KL,
know a lot cuisine or nice place,
my dad never drive me to any place.
except Seremban and Bahau. for movie or shopping.

I dont remember i had any long trip with my family.
We usually go for only 1 day.
The only trip i had with them is to Langkawi when i was in Form 2
and
a group tour to Ipoh, Cameron and Pangkor when i was Primary 3 or 4.
i still remember i vomit all the way back from Cameron to Kuala Pilah.
yiaks!
i dont enjoy that trip much.

but my brother brought us to Langkawi under AirAsia package. lols.
4D3N.
yet, we dont take any photo there.
i mean photo of us.
we take individually. and most of the photo in the camera.
is the tourism place.
i only take 1 photo in the Oriental Village.
lols.
individually.
not a whole family.

whenever we had birthday celebrations.
my father dont join.
i dont know why.
even if that was his birthday cake.
we dont sing song.
we just cut cake.
and he is watching TV.
i think this celebration is kinda meaningless.
we cut cake for him.
thats why we never had a family photo.
thats bad u know.

i think the only one who take photo with my dad is my mum.
my mum keep it well.
i remember that happened when i was in Primary school.
we bought a new camera and we went to uncle's house.
my brother wanna give a try and ask my parents to take photo together.
and thats the only one.
i know my mum keep the photo very well.
but where is mine

sigh.
even though we are a happy family.
we share the sweetest moment
but memory shall fade away some day.
and i really wish that there is something would last forever.