I hate to say

i hate to say
I'M FINE when i'm not.

i hate to say
OKAY when i know i will not do it.

i hate to say
O.. when i know i was just simply agree.

the thing that i really hate to say is
NOTHING when everyone know there is actually something.
and thats the thing that i hate to hear the most.
and i dont want to hear it anymore. especially from u.
but after all.
i'm sure the conversation will end with " Nevermind "
that makes me feel so.. uncomfortable.