i need you now

It's a quarter after one.
I'm all alone and i need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I dont know how I can do without.
I just need you now.

This is part of the chorus from Lady Antebellum - Need you now.
This is not a new song either. but i just heard from the radio few days ago.
They got nice rhythm and eye-catching lyrics. ( just for me )
Well. This is so true for me.
I always get so down and is usually around 1am
I dont know any of u know that i like to call people and talking on phone rather than sms them.
because there is always something i cant write or i cant describe in text.
and i hate sms when im down. cuz the mood is totally gone.
crying alone in the bed is nt something so bad.
but finding no one through ur phonebook is the worst thing ever.
you know the feeling?
u have bunches of number and u couldnt even get to talk to any of them.
mayb some have sleep. mayb some are not so close til i can disclose every little secrets of mine to them. and some of them are not a good audience. last but not least, some of them. is more EMO than i am. i need someone to talk to which can shines my day. It doesn't matter who they are or what they were to me. It is a matter of if u r always there when i need you. It is a sad thing being the smallest child in the house. my brother is 10 years older than me. and u know. sometimes boys and girls barely share secret. moreover we have a much gap on age. thats why i dont tell him my problem. not even once. and sometimes when it is get to so personal maybe something about relationship or what. i cant even tell my mum. all i can tell her is that. IM OK! guys. do u know why i like to search new frens from internet? because they are strangers. who dont know me in real life. and we get close to each other. i can talk more to them about my personal life. and they wouldnt know who am i exactly. they couldnt find me. but things different when u get to talk to a real life fren. im not mean to say they are bad. but they usually are not secret keepers. i mean me too. is a girl nature to gossip. so is hardly to keep a secret among 2 or 3 people. all i wish that i have an audience. who can console me and be my doraemon, help me whenever im in trouble.
frankly.
i am the type. who prefer people to tell me
what is the solution for my problem than trying to stop me from crying.
i know problem would not have dissapear if i cry.
but sometimes i couldnt stop tears rolling down. and i really need someone to remind me everything like this.
people usually know something. they understand. but they dont practice. they dont do or behave like the way they suppose. and im one of them.